I'm on a mission, I made my decision to lead a path of self destruction, A slow progression, killing my complexion and it's rotting out my teeth.
I'm on a roll, no self control I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine, Don't know what I want, and that's all that I've got and I'm picking scabs off my face.
Every hour ,my blood is running sour and my pulse is beating out of time l found a treasure, filled with sick pleasure and it sits on a thin white line.
I'm on a roll, no self control I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine, Don't know what I want, and that's all that I've got and I'm picking scabs off my face.
I'm on a mission, I've got no decision to lead a path of self destruction, Wish in one hand, shit in the other and see which one gets filled first.
I'm on a roll, no self control I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine, Don't know what I want, and that's all that I've got and I'm picking scabs off my face.
*Going to Pasalacqua* Here we go again, infatuation Touches me just when I Thought that it would end Oh but then again it seems Much more than that but I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking
Well,I toss and turn all night Thinking of your ways of effection But to find that it's not different at all I throw away my past mistakes And contemplate my future That's when I say... What the hey!
Would I last forever? You and I together, hand and hand We run away (far away) I'm in for nasty weather But I'll take whatever you can give that comes my way (far away)
Here we go again, infatuation Touches me just when I Thought that it would end Oh but then again it seems Much more than that but I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking Oh but then again it seems Much more than that but I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking
Well,I toss and turn all night Thinking of your ways of effection But to find that it's not different at all I throw away my past mistakes And contemplate my future That's when I say... What the hey!
Would I last forever? You and I together, hand and hand We run away (far away) I'm in for nasty weather But I'll take whatever you can give that comes my way (far away)
Well,I toss and turn all night Thinking of your ways of effection But to find that it's not different at all I throw away my past mistakes And contemplate my future That's when I say... What the hey!
Would I last forever? You and I together, hand and hand We run away (far away) I'm in for nasty weather But I'll take whatever you can give that comes my way (far away)
A small cloud has fallen The white mist hits the ground My lungs comfort me with joy Vegging on one detail The rest just crowds around My eyes itch of burning red
Picture sounds Of moving insects so surreal Lay around Looks like I found something new
Laying in my bed I think I'm in left field I picture someone, I think it's you You're standing so darn close My body begins to swell Why does 1 + 1 make 2
Picture sounds Of moving insects so surreal Lay around Looks like I found something new
Laying in my bed I think I'm in left field I picture someone, I think it's you You're standing so darn close My body begins to swell Why does 1 + 1 make 2
Picture sounds Of moving insects so surreal Lay around
How do you get your sleep at night? How did you get your noose so tight? Like chewing on tinfoil, it's so much fun Gonna be dead before your gone
Cause look how things have gotten And I'll be happy so I won't pretend And I'll be cheering that you're going down And I'll be laughing, I'll be laughing
How many feelings can you steal? Gotta be part of your appeal I can see through you cause you're wearing thin Like chewing on tinfoil once again
Ha Ha you're dead And I'm so happy In loving memory Of your demise
When your ship is going down I'll go out and paint the town Ha Ha you're dead Ha Ha you're dead Ha Ha you're dead
(ha ha ha)
Ha Ha you're dead The joke is over You were an asshole And now you're gone As your ship is going down I'll stand by and watch you drown
Ha Ha you're dead You're gonna be dead Just remember what I said Ha Ha you're dead Ha Ha you're dead Ha Ha you're dead
I'm taking you all down with me Explosives duct taped to my spine Nothing's gonna change my mind I won't listen to anyone's last words There's nothing left for you to say Soon you'll be dead anyway No one is getting out alive this time I've lost my mind and I don't care So close your eyes And kiss yourself goodbye And think about the times you spent and what they've meant To me it's nothing I'm losing all my happiness The happiness you pinned on my loneliness still comforts me my anger dwells inside of me I'm taking it all out on you and all the shit you put me through Do you ever think back to another time? Did it bring you so down that you thought you lost your mind? Do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction and mow down any bullshit that confronts you? Do you ever build up all the small things in your head to make one problem that adds up to nothing
Hey mister, where you headed? Are you in a hurry? I need a lift to happy hour say oh no Do you brake for distilled spirits? I need a break aswell The well that inebriates the guilt 1,2,1,2,3,4
Cold turkey's getting stale Tonight I'm eating crow Fermented salmonella poison oak no There's a drought at the fountain of youth And I'm dehydrating My tongue is swelling up I say 1,2,1,2,3,4
Troubled times You know I cannot lie I'm off the wagon and I'm hitchin' a ride
There's a drought at the fountain of youth And now I'm dehydrating My tongue is swelling up I say Shit!
Troubled times You know I cannot lie I'm off the wagon and I'm hitchin' a ride Hitchin' a ride [*8]
As I step to the edge Of a shadow of a doubt With my conscience beating Like the pulse of a drum that hammers on and on As I reach the break of day As the sun beats down On the halfway house Has my conscience beating The sound in my ear The will to persevere As I reach the break of day
When you've lost all hope And excuses And the cheapskates and the losers Nothing's left to cling on to You gotta hold on... Hold on to yourself
A cry of hope, a plea for peace And my conscience beating It's not what I want For it's all that I need To reach the break of day So I run to the edge Beyond the shadow of a doubt With my conscience bleeding Here lies the truth The lost treasures of my youth As i hold to the break of day
Hear the sound of the falling rain Coming down like an armageddon plague (HEY!) The shame, the ones who die without a name
There's a song sounding out of key To a hymn called faith and misery (Hey!) A plead, the company lost the war today
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies This is the dawning of the rest of our lives On holiday
There's a drum pounding out of time Another protestor has crossed the line (HEY!) The line, the money's on the other side
Can I get another amen (AMEN!) There's a flag wrapped around the score of men (HEY!) A gag, A plastic bag on a monument
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies This is the dawning of the rest of our lives On holiday
"The representative from California has the floor"
Seek out to the president gasbag Bombs away is your punishment Pulverize the Eiffel tower And criticize the government Bang bang goes the broken glass man Kill all the fags that don't agree Triumph by fires, sinning buyers Thats not a way that's meant for me Thank god, check out we're going on a holiday
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies This is the dawning of the rest of our lives I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
I lock myself inside my room I WANNA BE ALONE With you around, you'll only add on I WANNA BE ALONE Its been disturbed by my thoughts I WANNA BE ALONE With you around, you'll only add on I WANNA BE ALONE
Please don't think I'm crazy I don't want you to understand My mind is growing hazy To heck with your helping hand Why don't you just leave me alone This conflict is my own Keep your sources away from me That's all
I lock myself inside my room I WANNA BE ALONE With you around, you'll only add on I WANNA BE ALONE Its been disturbed by my thoughts I WANNA BE ALONE
With you around, you'll only add on I WANNA BE ALONE
Please don't think I'm crazy I don't want you to understand My mind is growing hazy To heck with your helping hand Why don't you just leave me alone This conflict is my own Keep your sources away from me That's all
I lock myself inside my room I WANNA BE ALONE With you around, you'll only add on I WANNA BE ALONE Its been disturbed by my thoughts I WANNA BE ALONE With you around, you'll only add on I WANNA BE ALONE
Please don't think I'm crazy I don't want you to understand My mind is growing hazy To heck with your helping hand Why don't you just leave me alone This conflict is my own Keep your sources away from me That's all
Looking back upon my life And the places that I've been Pictures, faces, girls I've loved I try to remember when Faded memories on the wall Some names I have forgotten But each one is a memory I Look back on so often.
I look into the past I want to make it last I was there
I look into the past I want to make it last I was there
Looking back what I have done There's lots more life to live At times I feel overwhelmed I question what I can give But I don't let it get me down Or cause me too much sorrow There's no doubt about who I am I always have tomorrow
I look into the past I want to make it last I was there
I look into the past I want to make it last I was there
Looking back upon my life Faded memories on the wall Looking now at who I am I don't let it get me down.
Looking back upon my life And the places that I've been Pictures, faces, girls I've loved I try to remember when But I don't let it get me down Or cause me too much sorrow There's no doubt about who I am I always have tomorrow
I look into the past I want to make it last I was there
I look into the past I want to make it last I was there
All brawn and no brains And all those nice things You FINALLY got what you want Someone to look good with AND light your cigarette Is this what you really want?
I figured out what you're all about And I don't think I like what I see SOOOOO ... I HOPE I won't be there in the end if you come around.
How long will he last Before he's a CREEP in the past And you're alone once again? Will you pop up AGAIN and be my "SPECIAL FRIEND" 'till the end? And when will that be?
I figured out what you're all about And I don't think I like what I see SOOOOO ... I HOPE I won't be there in the end if you come around.
My friend drove off the other day Now he's gone and all they say is you gotta live cause life goes on Well now I see I'm mortal too I can't live my life like you Gotta live it up while life goes on
And I think it's alright That I do what I like Cause that's the way I wanna live And so I give and I'm still giving
Now I wonder about my friend If he gave all he could give Cause he lived his life like I've lived mine If you could see inside my head Then you'd start to understand the things I value in my heart
And I think it's alright That I do what I like cause that's the way I wanna live And so I give and I'm still giving
You know that I know that You're watching me
And I think it's alright That I do what I like cause that's the way I wanna live And so I give and I'm still giving
Gotta make a plan, gotta do what's right Can't run around in circles if you wanna build a life But I don't wanna make a plan for a day far away While I'm young and while I'm able all I wanna do is...
To know you is to hate you So loving you must be like suicide Well I don't mind If you don't mind Hell, I am not the one that's gonna die
I guess I just can't listen To this one-sided conversation again Well I don't care If I don't care No one ever said that life was fair
Well everybody loves a joke But no one likes a fool And you're always crackin The same old lines again You're well rehearsed on every verse And that was stated clear But no one understands your verity
The center of attention And an honorable mention once again Congratulations And salutations You're a figment of your own imagination
To know you is to bait you And you fell victim to your own denial Well I don't mind If you dont mind You're was...ting...all...your...time
started at the age of four, my mother went to the grocery store, went sneakin' through here beroom door, to find somethin' in a size four.
chorus: sugar and spice, not everything nice, wasn't made for only girls, GI-Joes in panty hose, was making room for the one and only, King For A Day! princess by dawn King For A Day! in a leather thong King For A Day! princess by dawn just wait till all the guys get a load of me
my dad he threw me in therapy, he thinks i'm not a real man who put the drag in the drag-queen? Don't knock it until you've tried it
chorus: sugar and spice, not everything nice, wasn't made for only girls, GI-Joes in panty hose, was making room for the one and only, King For A Day! princess by dawn King For A Day! in a leather thong King For A Day! princess by dawn just wait till all the guys get a load of me
I know that things are getting tougher When you can't get the top off from the bottom of the barrel, Wide open road of my future now... It's looking freaking narrow.
All I know is that I don't know nothing. We get told to decide. Just like as if I'm not going to change my mind.
All I know is that I don't know nothing. Whatcha gonna do with yourself, Boy better make up your mind...
Whatcha gonna do with yourself boy, You're running out of time.
This time I got it all figured out: All I know is that I don't know nothing... And that's fine.
